Suffering from chronic pain, brings out the inner most you.. Most people revert to our primal traits. that is of food and water, shelter and affection and every thing ells seems to just wither away, and the next thing you know you are following a regiment totally different than what you planed, prier to your injury. Slowly you start to loose the need for the basic things as well. That's the critical stage that one must past muster on, because if you don't, its for keeps and your gone, game over. The only thing I know is that I'm doing this on a day by day basis. Its funny, when it comes to the humane body you cant really predict whats to come next. All you can do is stay alive and stay out of peoples way, and pray your but off, and every thing will come out in the wash. Sianara...