I feel like I do in some of the dreams that I have where I cant do some things, like run or walk. I find myself moving my legs and not going anywhere. I feel young in spirit, but old in body. I keep telling myself that I'm at a pit stop, getting things fixed so that I can continue on the the last part of the race. All I have to do is believe in my pit crew and focus on the road ahead. Knowing that the finish line is mine as long as I do not quit. Sianara